Nuts, I love you.

I dedicate this post to my cat, Nuts. He is the sweetest cat I have ever met. I've known him since I was about six. He is probably 13-15 years old. I fear for his health. He is old. There is no denying that. We know what age means, and it's not good. I don't know much about cats and how they die, but I fear that one day I'll go to bed and wake up with him dead.

Last night I started crying because of it. Tears were falling down my face. I was so sad.

But I learned something. I have to make the most of this. I don't know when he's going to go, so I need to spend as much time with him as possible. I need to pet him. I need to spoil him. Give him treats if we have any.

I love my cat. </3

Hola, Salut, Hello.

Ewww, Spanish! (Lol, just kidding guys. I have nothing against Spanish... except for the language.)

So, I haven't really posted anything particular in a while. I didn't forget about you guys! (That's a lie.)
Really, I've had no enthusiasm or reason to write. No inspiration making me crave to blog. I don't know. I'm not in a funk or anything. I just... need to do other stuff.

I don't have any particular inspiration to write. I don't have any specific reason to draw. I've been in a reading mood!

In the past week I have read Smiles to Go, Skip Beat!, and some others. Today, I plan on reading Harry Potter and the Half-Blood prince. I've actually been craving that.

Books are everything to me. For quite some time, I actually didn't read! /legasp/ That's right. Megan Wonsmos didn't read. I mean, I read when I was supposed to. I read other peoples stuff, but I didn't read any actual books. But now I'm back to reading. I love reading. There is no stopping my reading magic. Seriously, I'm about to read about magic. Hehehe.

Do-gooder?

I kind of feel really good right now. I did some really good things within the last 24 hours. Here's the thing. I'm not going to tell you.

Why? You ask. Because I like no one knowing that I did it. It makes me feel even better. (Selfish, I know.) The only thing I can tell you, is I made someone smile today. Someone important to me. And hopefully, I'll make someone smile tomorrow. (So, technically my days are off because I haven't slept yet. Shushy.)

I've been having a generally good week.

Tomorrow is homecoming. I will definitely update on what happens there. If anything worthy happens ;D
Chances are, they will. I'm going with Jinx. <3 Hanson, Hina-chan, My sister, and others are going as well and I can't wait!

A late update!

I haven't really been updating as much as I'd like to, but here I am now. Boy, have I got a lot to tell you. I don't know if it'll be a long blog, or short and sweet. I guess we'll figure it out.

So, in the last few days, there has been some drama going on at my school. My best friend, (Hina-chan) has been trying to help her friend (Lucas.) Lucas, is dating someone who we do not want her to date. Phillips, is a bad person. We don't want Lucas dating Phillips. Well, Hina tries to tell Lucas that. She tries to help her. Then fucking (Pardon my French) Baker steps in to try to help Phillips. In the wrong ways! She starts talking shit on Hina, saying that she tried to ruin Phillips last five relationships (and succeeded apparently.) Thing is, Hina doesn't give a shit about Phillips and his relationships! She only cares about Lucas! So, for at least two days now, Baker has been on our hit list. (Mine, Walkers, and Hina's. Also My sister too.) We don't like Baker. At. All.

Now, besides that, my week has been pretty good. I've been getting enough food at home, I get to relax and chill out. School hasn't been very hard for me. It really has been a good week. But dear god, I'm looking forward to the weekend. Today, I woke up like I usually do, got dressed, and left for my bus stop. It's freezing cold. My bus driver is late. The bus ride is short, but there's a huge line to go into the school. I have to stand outside longer. I get inside, go through medal detectors. AND THE BELL FUCKING RINGS! Why is this so important? I COULDN'T EAT BREAKFAST!

So, I'm kind of upset. I don't have any food in my stomach, and I won't until 5th hour. This is my 1st hour. Fml, okay. Fml.

Disclaimer

Two blogs in one day? Le gasp!

This is just a short disclaimer. In my blogs, I will not full out mention names. (Starting now. Hehe.) Instead, I will post nicknames, or last names.

In my blogs, you might see a lot of these people:
Hina
My sister
Hanson
Lottie-Leigh
Jinx
Escarpita
ect. ect.
Actually, I don't know who I'm going to be writing about, but I will never fully say someone's name.

Last Friday Night (Slight spoilers from Torchwood)

Okay, I'm not going to lie. Last night I was dealing with a complete roller coaster of emotions. It started around 8 O'clock. I was expecting my wifee to be there around that time. She wasn't. So I started to feel upset. I talked to Escarpita, and started to feel a little positive. She had a game to cheer for, so I just figured "Hey, she'll just come a little later." I go to take a shower, informing my sister ahead of time that if my wifee does come, then she should let her know where I am, and blah blah blah.

Then, my best friend gives me this talk. A very informative talk, and I still thank her for that. (Thanks Hina!) But I get into the shower, and when I get out... she still isn't here. I look at the time. It's ten thirty. I don't have access to facebook. They block things on the school laptops that we can take home with us. It's blocked. I'm sad.

Thanks though, to another wife of mine (Jinx) I get a site I can use as a proxy. She gave it to me, for a completely other reason, but I not tell you why. What I do tell you, is I got on facebook. The mobile version. Ick.

I talk to my first wifee, and she tells me it's too late. I feel really really sad. I post a status on gmail. "Why does it seem like this always happens to me? I invite a friend over, or I try to go to a friends house, or even just want to meet up with them... a friend I haven't seen in forever... And it always ends up going wrong. I can never actually see them. :( I miss you guys."


This is so true though. When I try to get my wifee over, she can't come. When I try to go to Barton's, I can't come. When I try to walk with Escarpita something always comes up and it never plays out. I miss all of those friends, and can't ever seem to see them! (Except Jinx, she came over a couple times this summer.)


Then my wife and I start talking. Maybe she can come over later today? (Let's hope so.)


I still feel like crud. I'm not smiling, I give short answers with no enthusiasm or smiley faces, and I just feel like crap. I can't even write my fanfiction because I'm not in the mood. I get this idea to start a new fanfiction. One from the Point of View, of Owen. In Torchwood, Owen died. But he didn't completely die. He got brought back to life, and has now become unkillable. But he can't heal. So if he breaks his finger (which he does) he can't mend it.


So he's dead, but alive. And he can think just like normal. Which isn't normal. He starts feeling majorly depressed. He wants to die. The pain of being dead... but undead.. well it's not a good feeling.


I decided to write a fanfiction about him. From his point of view. Because I felt like crap. Writing something depressing was the only thing I could do.


Until Gonzales. Dear god, I thank you Gonzales. No seriously. Gonzales went above and beyond to get me a link so I could watch Torchwood: Miracle Day. And finally we found one. I am so happy. My day immediately get's brought back up. I start watching it (still a little blue) and by the time I see Captain Jack Harkness, I'm giggling like a fool. The rest of the night/morning went the same way. I watched Torchwood, got some burritos, and watched more Torchwood.

Hoties, Freshies, and a dash of Gay :)

Today has been a really good day. I am, dare I say it? Gay! :D

Let's start with the beginning of my day. Where the good stuff starts. I was in my Advisory, and I had a Freshman College Fair to work at. (I am the Chair Event Coordinator for GSA (Gay/Straight Alliance) So I had to work at the fair thingie.) We set up, and kind of hung out (My sister and her friend Kimmy (Who are Prez and Vice-Prez)) That's when the Freshies came. We were a great hit! I feel like next week so many people will join it. We have to do this week as well, and I feel like we'll get even more members!

Now, I got home from school and my sister and I start making a powerpoint. A Powerpoint that's basically all the hot guys we like! Of course, we forgot so many of them, it's not even funny. Seriously. There are like... 50 bajillion guys that we forgot. Anyways. They became a hit. We're about to show my best friend here in a second. We hope she likes them as much as we do! ;D

Last, but not least, something that hasn't happened yet... but hopefully will!! My wifee might be coming over tonight. She said she was, and my mom said yes, but she isn't here yet :( And it's already 8. Well, I hope she does still come over. I miss her. I haven't seen her for such a long time. Seriously, the last time I saw her was a long long long time ago. I miss her tons.

With lots of love, and hope that you're as gay as me!!! Till next time!

-Megan